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Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
11:06 pm	i've cheating on you too, LJ. i've basically moved my life over to myspace. i don't know why, i actually like this better, but i think it is due to the fact the majority of my friends are over there and they don't have LJ accounts. oh well. anyways, i just have to state, I love alcohol. i think i'm becoming alcoholic... i dunno though. (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 6th, 2007
5:08 am	i hate being a fucking coward. i'm too afraid to say what i really feel. Current Music: _effing dreW - workingtitle152 (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 31st, 2006
1:39 am	i finally came up with the name of my next album. almost a tracklist as well.. even though the songs are still workingtitles. Potential Lies. that sounds great, eh? Current Music: _effing dreW - workingtitle152 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
3:01 am	It's a Magical Fun Journey! well i've been doing some more writing here in the past week. i've re-drafted the Shadow Daemon description, but i'm still working on it. but here is something totally different. it's for that child's mmorpg i've been wanting to create. it doesn't have a name, but i've got about a half a page of magical fun to try and lure people into the project, either financially or intel or coding/modeling, or whatnot. here's the first line, that's all i'm releasing right now. A happy exciting adventure with rainbows, unicorns, and magical talking monkeys. how freakin' happy gay is that?!?! i'm like totally elite and i have total faith in this game so far. too much coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm also working on some rhyming to go along with it. such as Thistles and Thustles Babbages of Cabbages childish stuff like that makes me giddy and giggly xD Current Music: Cex (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
8:59 pm	well my dreams are a bunch of killing. literally. a paid killer, hitman, assassin, and the like. sometimes the dream about being a cleaner... those are the real disturbing ones. but anyways, getting to the point. if there was a catalyst in existance that would make me want to act my dreams out, you think i would? i haven't figure that out yet. the catalyst is there. my methods are very thought out. but should i go through with it? and if so, should i get some backing first, lol. i don't know about myself anymore. i feel more and more cold hearted towards most things now then ever, but that catalyst is still there. if i was so cold hearted, the catalyst wouldn't matter at all, but i'm not that cold yet. Current Music: Aphex Twin (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 19th, 2006
5:19 am	well another sleepless night here at the apartment. several reasons why. one is being my bed. it's horrid. it hurts my back everytime i lay down to rest. my back is not in the best of conditions either. tonight i had slept lightly for about an hour and i woke up with a horrible demon stuck in my head. i loved it. much more spookier than the last, but a lot more reserve. so i'm forcing myself to write up a description, hopefully to help increase my writing... skill. not much of one i have, but i'd like it to become better. i may post it when i am through with it. there's another reason why i can't sleep... she's always on my mind. Current Music: cex (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
6:42 pm	I've been sick all day long. My blood pressure has been really low all day long. I can barely function, but I've got to get out this place even if it is for only twenty minutes. I've also been having cold sweats but not yet a fever. I don't know what's wrong. oh well, I'll live. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 12th, 2006
6:26 pm	i'm flabbergasted Current Mood: flabbergasted Current Music: cex (Comment on this)
Friday, November 3rd, 2006
9:46 am	as regards to my last post. i need to stop more like an adult and more like a kid. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
1:07 am	i need to have fun again. i mean stupid fun. i'm way too uptight about everything! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
12:02 pm	well well well lately i've been becoming more inlove with electro-pop, such as Goldfrapp. anyone know anyone else in the electro-pop arena? if i could only find a singer, i'd try my hand at electro-pop. that'd be fun i've also picked up iRO... again i've also gotten jessica into iRO too; i don't know if she's addicted yet. in the relationship department on the otherhand... jessica and i are taking a small break. we both needed to figure some stuff out. we still hang out quite a bit, but just a small break. one reason is this: i'm so acustomed to being single...i have no idea how to deal with a relationship. she even still spends the night at least four days a week. does anyone have a fuax lynx long coat? i'd really like one... even if it is just to borrow. if not, i'll just have to make my own... can't afford a good one that i like. it's for a little photoshoot i want to do. that and i need to find a good photographer to take the pictures as well... my camera would be perfect. maybe i'll become a model... haha, it'll still be fun. i've only told two people of what the shoot is going to be about... because i don't want anyone else to steal my idea... yet. chris and i are getting closer and closer to a working business plan for Riot. but i'm afraid of the failure that will come... even if it doesn't fail... i'm still afraid of it. but most of all, i'm afraid of the success. that's weird. i've never been really that successful my entire life and i've been acustomed to failure. i am now swollowing my pride. i'm getting my GED soon so i can take a few classes down at ETSU. i dont' care about majoring... i just want the knowledge. i'm not sure what classes i'm going to take. but it'll be great. also trying to get a job at a fiber factory. i necessarily don't like working factory jobs, but it's very good money for the moment so i can afford classes. lately i've doing quite a bit of swollowing of pride. and i think it's a good thing. Current Music: Goldfrapp (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 24th, 2006
2:23 pm	who would have thunk, drew's got a g/f. go me, it feels weird though, as me being a bit of commitment shy. oh well (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
10:28 am	well Weird Al was right on about my roommate and i with his song Trash Day he's done it again.. he's copied me again just check his new vid http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xEzGIuY7kw it's me all up and down xD Current Music: They Might Be Giants (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
4:25 pm	wow, i actually had a good dream. a good dream that didn't involve me being a hitman or cleaner. i don't know what i was except for rich, wife, kids, butler, maid and the works, and the fact i was a fugitive of the law. pretty exciting i'd say. but damn, i had to wake up for work. Current Music: Beastie Boys (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
12:46 pm	well it looks like i'm going to have to sell swazye :( it's only six years old and such... he WAS appraised at $85k, but now he'll be way way cheaper. he has gotten some arthritis on his right front ankle and the vet doesn't know if he'll be able to keep on doing hunterjumpers past one more year. so my mom and i are going to look for a new horse too. poor swazye (Comment on this)
Friday, September 8th, 2006
12:24 am	i've made up my mind i have decided to let my mustache grow for about a year possibly not even trimming it. hopefully it'll grow enough i can get a nice handlebar or even a walrus stache going. i'm a bit excited, but with the genes that i have, it'll be VERY hard. my dad having native american genes and my mother having asian genes... makes it really hard for me to grow such a thing. so far i've let my mustache grow for the past four weeks, and it's stopped. my royale i've been growing for the past eight weeks, and it stopped a long time ago. i got to ride in chris's, my new roommate, new car today; about time. an '89 Mazda RX-7 convertable.... it looks brand new too. it's beautiful. Current Music: 311 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
10:56 pm	i think i'm becoming worse and worse at the drinking thing starting to drink more heavily now, and for some reason, it's good... beats everything else going on Current Music: Jimmy Edgar (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
10:06 am	for some reason, i think the intarwub, or internet, is the most awesome thing in the entire world. if you don't know, that's Captain Pickard from the starship Enterprise riding in Optimus Prime, leader of the autobots. ;) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
10:40 pm	happy now i am. i had finally completed two songs. it's been three years or so since i had finished a song. two of my newest songs are now complete. still need to go through final editing and name them. hopefully soon, i'll have a new album complete :) (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 27th, 2006
6:19 pm	well my cocktail party i had friday evening went excellent. a few people didn't show up. the very same people who i've had strong friendships in the past. two of them have a valid excuse not to show up due to children and such. but jon at least could have called. hell he went and got married and didn't invite me or tell me about it. as far as he knows, i don't know yet. next time i talk to him, he's getting a great big fuck you and possibly a punch in the face. i really don't want to see him again. even though he and i were bestest of friends since we were like five. not anymore i guess. he used to be strong in his personal believes about his atheism. then he met his current girl. that very same week he said he was a devout christian. he rarely talks to me now because he knows i'm pretty damn devout in my own atheism. anyways. away from all the theology and such. the neighbors across the hall are pretty damn cool. kevin is a digital arts major and works for an independent newspaper in the next town over, and his g/f is japanese! that's fucking awesome. Mizuho.. don't know how to spell it, but that's the way it's pronounced. but my roommate and i actually had a nice turn out for the party. real drinks, not that crappy keg beer or other cheap bottled/canned beers and those shitty liquors that are cheap as hell. but real alcohol, fine wines, a few fine beers, and fine liquors. and a full service mini bar ;) Current Music: Mira Calix (Comment on this)